So I’ve decided to start keeping track of the dreams that I remember. Not sure why or what it’ll acheive, but I do have some strange dreams sometimes. I have found myself dreaming alot more recently anyway, so here’s one I had last night.
Richard Hammond (Top Gear presenter) and myself where wheeling a large cart (not sure what was on it) around a posh hotel, we got to a stage and put it up there. Then a big show started, I was in the wing, he was in the cart, it was embaressing, and he started unloading the cart and putting it at the side of the stage. I started helping, and he told me he didn’t want me to get into trouble and thought I’d gone. Then, an important person came up to me and had a go at me for putting the cart on the stage. I remember saying something along the lines of “I know it was a disgraceful thing to do, but in my defence you should’ve checked the stage was clear before starting the show”.
Odd, I know…
Well it looks like I can’t afford to go airsofting after all tonight. Hannah keeps offering to pay for me to go, but I can’t accept that – that’s money we have to use to buy food and stuff, I can’t spend half on it just on doing a hobby which isn’t critical to life. Right now we just need to keep living, feed and water ourselves, and work ourselves out of money problems. It’s absolutely stunning how much money affects your life when you don’t have any. It’s really been getting me down, and now that the landlord has said that Hannah can’t move in with me, I feel even worse. I’ve written and posted a letter to him to hopefully change his mind, so hopefully things will turn out OK. It’s just a waiting game now. Just feeling a bit distressed at the moment, and kind of at a loose end. I just want my life to be better again!
I’m sitting in the Deco on my new laptop, well not really new, and it’s not really mine, it’s Hannahs, but it’s mine now. As some of you will probably know I’m ridiculously poor due to work messing up my pay, but after several telephone calls I’ve managed to sort it out, but I’m not gonna get paid til next month. So I’m really poor this month, really really poor. Hannah should be moving in soon which will be awesome, but the money problem is really dragging me down at the moment. I can’t even afford to go Airsofting which is like my favouritest hobby ever (apart from being with Hannah 
). Hopefully I’ll have money next Wednesday so I can go to UCAP, but I don’t hold out much hope for now.
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