Asgrim

Well it looks like I can’t afford to go airsofting after all tonight. Hannah keeps offering to pay for me to go, but I can’t accept that - that’s money we have to use to buy food and stuff, I can’t spend half on it just on doing a hobby which isn’t critical to life. Right now we just need to keep living, feed and water ourselves, and work ourselves out of money problems. It’s absolutely stunning how much money affects your life when you don’t have any. It’s really been getting me down, and now that the landlord has said that Hannah can’t move in with me, I feel even worse. I’ve written and posted a letter to him to hopefully change his mind, so hopefully things will turn out OK. It’s just a waiting game now. Just feeling a bit distressed at the moment, and kind of at a loose end. I just want my life to be better again!