So feeling much happier these days. Getting very tired though as many late nights playing Guitar Hero 2 (geeky, I know, but it’s so addictive). Plus went airsofting at UCAP (under Fort Widley) on sunday with Hannah and Mark and Doug and Matt and Jim, which was a lot of fun, and reminded me how ace it is and how much I’m looking forward to going up to Durham to go to NCS. Well good, innit!
Should be rather aceness I think… I expect to see all the MEN there, anyone who isn’t going will be officially labelled a girl.
So after another day of work, I sit about to go to bed. Sometimes I wonder about the descisions I’ve made in my life, wether they were the right ones or not. I’ve gone through massive changes recently – losing my job, but more importantly someone who I loved dearly. I never thought it would’ve come to this, but somehow it did. I’m not really sure I like these changes, I’ve gone from being where I was comfortable, and I mean come on – 2 weeks on Saturday would’ve been my wedding night. It’s really hard. G’night folks, hope you had fun watching your fireworks.
So for those of you not in the know, unfortunately Gemma and I split up recently. I won’t go into details on here as that wouldn’t be fair, but I know at least I am quite upset about it all. I’m now living on my own, which is pretty hard having lived with someone so long. The nights are long and lonely… and so on. I don’t really have much else to say without going into detail, so I’ll leave it at that.
